the world is changing... people are changing...
i feel as if i'm losing friends slowly... mayb i should not resist change so much since it is pretty much the way of life now... i tink i do not belong in the world i am now today. mayb i'll be better off as some hooligan smoking my lungs out at some ITE, hanging out with gangsters. Tat way i might still be wondering around in my wonderland with the naive view that everyone is buddy buddy with each other. No competition no discrimination.
the prob with me is i seriously find it hard to change. i feel pretty much like a loner now... i don't open up to like new ppl easily. so 13 weeks is definitely too short for me to find someone i can connect to... more and more friends seem more distant...i'm on lonely planet! haha ... thankfully family is always there for me... on a side note i hope my bro perform for As. He seems eh no he is very stress!! well well... i'm just an alien in this world. i'm just weird n odd. shall just stuff myself at home as much as possible now. Welcome anti-social Jieyi...