sigh sigh sigh...
i am performing average at work and makeup work is doing ok... work coming in slow but not as if there is nothing.
nothing seems too bad and nth seems too great. hate to be average. but there are no push and pull factors for me to move anywhere. is status quo a good choice? really cannot decide what i should do, what i want to do and what i can do. i need some motivation in life and maybe someone to slap me and ask me to just stop being a lazy bum and live to my fullest and make full use of my potential.
i want to get out of this whirlpool man.
come on JY. do something!
sigh. but i can totally bet on the fact that nothing is going to change the next 2 years. what can get me moving? I wonder? hmmm