yipee!! my wonderful sis was actually willing to sleep less n fetch mi from the swimming pool!!! haha!!! i was like a freaking theief! i can't imagine i actualli bothered to wear cap to the swiming pool! all thanks to serla for telling me all the scary stories about those people!!! arh!!
anyway... today we had a little session with the dean. it was -_-... i know that i'm quite a diff league from the other scholars lar but ya ... she said something like : you guys are the beneficiaries of the scholarship. but take note that some one is sacrificing when you all are benefiting from it. someone is paying the school fees that you are not paying... blah blah .. * time to reflect!! haha
n ya moral obligation.. hmmm.... jia lat .. n she toked about how GPA is not the most impt thing in uni life.. but she's assuming that we are all the 4.0 +- kinda ppl which i'm so not! so good luck to myself for the coming mid terms ... realli hope my results will be comparable to some ppl in the sr just now. :( jia you!
being scholar i realise now is all not fun... they expect us to do something great...many expectations but i'm not fulfiling any.. haha *so me* even when we graduate i tink the sch still expects quite a bit from us... i'm just a freaking wu ming xiao zu hoping to cling on to the scholarship... hab no idea how i freaking got it. but now the trouble is that i have to keep it!!!!! hmm... i mean ya lar no free lunch in the world anyway... :)just hope for the best ba!!!
on a lighter note. new year is coming n cambodia trip is starting it's fundraising event! hopefully it turn s out okie.
... i realised that i tend to compare alot nowadays... the cambodia team vs the shanghai one... the old friends new friends ... old sch new sch... old grpmates new grp mates... blah blah...
n ya i need to remind myself that the only way to increase my GPA is to freaking speak up in class!!! come on!!!