i just want to thank who ever is up there or down there for giving me great friends. Over these two days... chilled out quite abit and finally found a bit of my old self back. Just love the time when gals just rot at some place and tok and tok and tok... laugh super loud and take super alot of stupid pictures. meeting up with sqmates hab become a beri impt part of my life. SMU hab started to change me no doubt. But keeping in touch with friends fr other uni definitely help me see a diff persective in life. Everyone is toking about trying to complete uni in a shorter period of time. UNtil today... when i was complaining to them about the 4.5 years den i kinda see the light. like wadeva mad. why the hell chiong! everyone is so lalalalala. ya and i am oso thankful for my great family!!
but as i wad i always feel life is freaking fair! just when i was feeling all great.. shit comes in! i'm freaking pissed of with one particular proj and wah! i can't believe i can complain so much about it. comparable to LTB man! and i hab no idea wad am i stressing over. haha stressing over the fact that i need to come up with a nice cover for a project? if it is like a year ago i'll tink it;'s a freaking joke but haha apparently now yah that's wad my mod require. Not as if i dun like designing stuff and all that. but i hab always been habing weird taste and ppl around me know... It was torturous enough for me to agree upon an idea that i did not like at all i would say and try super hard to try to contribute. can't they see that i'm trying already and i just freaking suck at the computer! i took a freaking hour to upload data to R like i just can't get computer stuff?! can't they just slow down and let ppl try? ppl need time to learn! i've yet to crawl and u want me to fly! maybe this is just too fast for me! i feel the need to slow down. mayb i wun b taking summer afterall. It doesn't really matter does it.? within an hour... i drained....