yup the first official camp for me is over...definitely an emotional roller coaster ride. Having to stand by my decisions despite knowing it is not the most popular decision, having to go argue against 12 ppl who are damn united... etc...
but i'm glad that i went through all these. A lot of time is involved... alot of commitement is required, to me even quite a bit of stress but i guess it's all worth it... learning about myself, learning about others
dun tink i did a superb job... think the grp did have fun but the learning part ... i'm not too sure... disappointed with myself that I wasn't firm and detached from the grp during parts of the camp. disappointed that I did not managed to get my learning points across to them ...
nevertheless... i enjoyed myself thoroughly these three days although i slept like super little and embaressed myself by looking like a freaking huge watermelon and dancing around so damn happily...
the grp is definitely wonderful although there were testing moments that left me unsure of what i was doing ...:)
hopefully the grp will keep in touch...
:)
tonight another little journey for me will take place... pre camp dinner is going to start... camp in another day's time... this time expectations are going to be different... hopefully i can meet up to it...
go go go!!!
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